Stop Your Messin' Around, Boy...Better Think Of Your Future

At 14, 20 year old people were old to me. (ok well, duh)

Like, oh-man-its-all-downhill-from-here-onwards-for-these-suckers- old.

And it felt like something that was so far away from me.

Twenty.

When I will know what I want to do, where I want to be and everything else.

Listening to Katy Perry at 1:26am after three sleepless nights, an exam the next day, a horrible headache and not enough sense to go to sleep was not what I had in mind.

Oh, and I turn 21 soon.

Yay me.

Where Is My Mind?

Your head will collapse
If there's nothing in it
And you'll ask yourself

Where is my mind?

You know that feeling after sleeping for an hour the night before and then having way too much caffeine in your system? and being at university and wanting to just go home, and just rewind back a few hours and NOT do something totally stupid and pointless which you are kinda glad you did but then also feel that things might get weird and you are going to be like shiiiit that was stupid because you could have just spent that time not being emo and then you could have studied, not that you didn't totally ace your hourly...



um.
..I think its time for more coffee.